Eric Murdie

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May 14, 2009

The same

Babe,

I don’t know what to write tonight. All I know is that I miss you so much. It doesn’t change. I have ok days and then days like today. Where I feel like I did months ago. I sometimes think you are coming home soon. The house hasn’t changed. I haven’t even put your clean clothes away. They are still on the dresser. Our downstairs room is the same. Its a mess. The things that were on the window sill when you and I were sleeping in there are still there. All the medical stuff is still in the drawers. I feel like I’m stuck in time..on pause until you come home and we can fix it all. But that isn’t going to happen and sometimes that just drives me crazy. One day I know I will get the energy to tackle everything, but not today. I still wear our wedding rings…on one finger…so yours doesn’t fall off. *sigh*

Well I better get to bed. It’s getting late and morning will come soon. I wish we could ride into work together tomorrow morning. I loved that you know. I remember hating that you couldn’t go in with me when you were on chemo, but at least then I could come home to you. I remember leaving in the morning and I would always get ready and then come up and say goodbye and give you a kiss before I left for work…how long the ride in was without you. Still is…

I miss you baby - me

3 years ago

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