September 18, 2009

At the beginning…

Do you remember when we first started dating?  I was always so nervous…I’d freak out…write you long emails…and you…you would just tell me to “quit being a girl”, give me a hug, we’d talk about whatever it was I was all freaked out about…and all was fine.  How did you ever put up with me?  I’m glad you did.  I had a dream about you last night.  I haven’t had one in a long time… it was very odd and not very comforting…made absolutely no sense, but I saw you…your eyes, you looked at me, you had a mask on, but you took it off for a split second and I saw your eyes and your smile.

I woke up…couldn’t go back to sleep.  I was stressing out about several things.  One thing, in particular, life is so complicated.  Didnt’ they say I’d understand when I grew up…Yeah I still don’t get it.  WWSBD? LOL  I guess you don’t have the answer on this one, huh?

Love you,

me

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