October 28, 2009

Things Left Unsaid

Babe,

This song hit me so hard. I had to listen to it over and over…and cry. It wasn’t that you didn’t know I loved you, its that there were so many more conversations to have. I remember being in the hospital that last time and you saying “I love you”…Its the last time I remember you saying it. And reading the end of your book to you that night and seeing the tears in your eyes. I didn’t know if it was because of the way it ended…the death of the characters or just because the book was finished…over…ended. It seemed so final and I didn’t read the whole book, but I remember trying not to cry too.

I just wish you were here. The last part…about not taking those here for granted hit me too. I hope that I’m not. I see how fragile life is. I want to tell everyone that I love them and I care about them, even if I don’t talk to them much or see them often enough.

There’s so much more to say. I feel like I’ve messed up so much recently. But at least with you I hope you know that I love you and I I wish you were here to talk to. I miss my best friend.

It’s just a matter of time a few days ago I saw you, you were fine Remembering what you said About the book you read The one I got you The Beginning of the End Oh how we’d talk For hours upon end What I would give Just to do it again But you’re lying there In this hospital bed Won’t you open your eyes And let’s talk once again (CHORUS)

If you fly away tonight I want to tell you that I love you I hope that you can hear me I hope that you can feel me If you fly away tonight I want to tell you that I’m sorry That I never told you When we were face to face Well I’ve been here all night And I’m watching you Breathe in and breathe out Is it really you Or just a machine That’s giving you life And it’s making it seem That there could be hope I could say to your face If it weren’t for you That there would be no grace That’s covered my life You took the time To speak into my mind And my heart Words of life (CHORUS)

So goodbye for now And I’ll see you again Some way, somehow When it’s my time to go to the other side I’ll hold you again And melt at your smile Now all I have Are the ones that I’m with And you taught me not To take for granted The time that we have To show that we care Speak into their minds And their hearts While they’re here And say I love you (Chorus)

Here’s the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Jjti9TxyEY

Comments (View)
blog comments powered by Disqus