Eric Murdie

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November 6, 2009

The Kabosh

Hey Babe,

So I haven’t been able to get out of my own shadow this week. I’m so tired this week. I think its that time change. It gets dark at 5pm now. I’ve been walking after class lately though. Trying to get some of the “Burlington/tumor” weight off. I go down to Amicus and walk from there. That’s were I got your wheelchair with the head rest. Wicked nice people there. I don’t really have a whole lot to say. I’m ready for my stats class to be done. My motivation for school is greatly dwindling, even though I kind of like it.

Not much going on here… life just keeps going on…and on…and on.

Love ya,

So P.S. I watched Grey’s tonight…you know how it makes me so emotional. I remember watching it with you and man, it could spin me into a mood. I’m actually not in one now really. It seems a bit pointless, even to be in a mood. In fact, most everything this week has seemed to have lost all meaning. School, work, the house, reading my Bible even, has seemed to be pushed to the wayside. I just don’t care this week. I can’t believe how priorities have changed. I only work now to pay the bills. I go to school…well I don’t even know why. I honestly don’t care if I get that degree anymore. It seems the only thing I even do think I care about is having a family…and well…thanks for putting the kabosh on that one Babe. So why worry about any of it? It doesn’t much matter does it? It reminds me of a line in Sleepless in Seattle…oh…I found it —>”Well, I’m gonna get out of bed every morning… breath in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won’t have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out… and, then after a while, I won’t have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while.” so here I go again…breath in…breath out…breath in…breath out…

Night,

2 years ago

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